For a long time I have had the feeling that no matter what attempts I make in life to lead me to a happier existence, that its not worth searching because im so lost, but I had a very vivid dream during the rem cycle just befor waking….
In the dream, I was in a sort of walled courtyard with Aztec style constructs, but in a dry, arid, arabian terrain and desert climate….there was a sountrack in my head from a band i like called ”Sublime”….I thought ”well this musics not very appropriate for my ugly surroundings”….I decided to jump over the courtyard walls to see the surrounding landscape, which of course was dry and arid desert, but I decided to wander into the desert, but not expecting to find anything beautiful or fruitful, but thought ”well what the hell ill keep walking anyway.
After a while, to my surprise I eventually found something beautiful, it was a wall of different coloured blocks, like on those puzzel computer games where you hit a block and it falls….I started pushing these multicoloured blocks and like on the games they disapeared or dropped to replace the previous one, there was a feeling of joy while doing it, like it was a kind of Oasis of sorts, I then woke up.
I have my ideas of what the dream meant, but would like to hear your take to see if its similar to my take on it….would really appreciate your input here guys, thanks.
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