Insomnia and anxiety symptoms- I can't sleep or function anymore!!?
Since I transferred out of community college into a four year, I’ve had trouble adjusting to work amounts, competition, and grade deflation. I went from star student to C student in two semesters and have only recently gotten my grades up. More interestingly however, I’ve become more and more neurotic. I absolutely, positively, cannot fall asleep the night before exams, important meetings, presentations, dates with girls, big events, etc. Anything where I have some level of uncertainty of the outcome.
My study habits are worse, I am obsessive and concentrated to a T when I read chapters and study, but it takes me HOURS to finish studying what usually should take 1 hour or so. I take notes more than the textbook itself. When it comes to studying, I must have everything covered, or I will be worried through the roof for my grades. I usually end up not being able to studying all of the material for the test, because im so busy thoroughly studying the first half. What the hell is wrong with me… I could be doing so much better, but I’m wrecked by anxiety. I talk myself out of difficult things, I talk myself out of relationships, I talk myself out of opportunities, out of socializing, out of friends, all because I’m worried. Worst of it all is that I CANNOT SLEEP!!! I keep having to wake up to use the bathroom. What the hell is wrong with me!
Good call on the GAD. I am seeing a psychiatrist currently, and she’s given me an antidepressant/stimulant (Buproprion) for concentration and antidepressant effects, and she’s thinking about giving me an anxiolytic for anxiety. I don’t know… I have a big meeting tomorrow and I can’t fucking sleep.